Huh.
I said that I'd never give up on blogging, yet there's this huge gap in my calendar between March and April contradicting my promise.
Pardon me, but I suffered a moment of weakness.
There was this big part of me, while going through tough times and sleepless nights, that wanted to just stop blogging. I'd even stopped dropping by my site. It occurred to be that it's just damn pointless, why would people even read my narrative about what I ate this morning, and what I did tonight?
I guess it's your choice to read my blog.
That big part of me also thought that felt discouraged. This blog is supposed to be for my journal, and for my creative writing. Some creative writing huh?
Pardon me, but I'm still suffering from my year-long writer's block.
The small part of me went through the happiest of times, and wanted to type it down and share it to the world.
But.
The big part of me didn't give up without a fight. Why would the world care about the changes that happened? About the memorable times I will forever cherish?
Pardon me, big part of me, but I really don't care what they think anymore. It's time to think about what I think.
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Current LSS: Damien Rice's The Blower's Daughter
And so it is/Just like you said it would be/Life goes easy on me/Most of the time/And so it is/The shorter story/No love, no glory/No hero in her sky/I can't take my eyes off of you/I can't take my eyes off of you/I can't take my eyes.../And so it is/Just like you said it should be/We'll both forget the breeze/Most of the time/And so it is/The colder water/The blower's daughter/The pupil in denial/I can't take my eyes off of you/I can't take my eyes off you/I can't take my eyes.../Did I say that I loathe you?/Did I say that I want to/Leave it all behind?/I can't take my mind off of you/I can't take my mind off you/I can't take my mind.../'Til I find somebody new.
Current Ouchiness: He can't freakin' come to my birthday.. :(
And so it is/Just like you said it would be/Life goes easy on me/Most of the time/And so it is/The shorter story/No love, no glory/No hero in her sky/I can't take my eyes off of you/I can't take my eyes off of you/I can't take my eyes.../And so it is/Just like you said it should be/We'll both forget the breeze/Most of the time/And so it is/The colder water/The blower's daughter/The pupil in denial/I can't take my eyes off of you/I can't take my eyes off you/I can't take my eyes.../Did I say that I loathe you?/Did I say that I want to/Leave it all behind?/I can't take my mind off of you/I can't take my mind off you/I can't take my mind.../'Til I find somebody new.
Current Ouchiness: He can't freakin' come to my birthday.. :(